bloody-ishtar

So its another summer gone by and I'm not realizing how grateful I should be when I get to do nothing... I am hoping to get a job but idk why I cant get any!!! :hmm: Cali...why you do dis to meh!!?!?!?!? Aside from that....like any stereotypical asian...(or ABC...) I am worried about my weight so...starting a new diet...yay! Joined a program called TLS (Transition Lifestyle Solution) weightloss program and well, its working so I'm happy. ^^ But its only been 1/12 weeks so far, gambate me!!! @_@ Detoxed the first week and man....never ate so many fruits and veggies in me life XD so sad. Making new friends and stuff almost everyday and facin

Is it true that being nice all the time will screw me over? i'm so tired....Lately just losing my mind...wanting to know...getting impatient and just having a desire to destroy things, break things, almost death...but only sometimes. My thinking gets me sleepy as if I don't want to remember....or know..or want to know...sooo friggin confused!!!!! GAHHH!!! - - *sighs* well these things that bother me don't need to be stated...as of where i stand..i don't even hold the authority to talk about it...ttyl

This summer I thought i was looking forward to a good 16th birthday but i guess i didn't look ahead. bleh. doesn't stuff like this always happen? Nappo~ I want some right now. Mna i've been all over the place...and hong Kong is so hot... 33 degrees celcius and In-Laws...sadly they treat me better than my family. Whee my brother got married...well thats one down XD. IDK i guess i think that's funny at least. Drawing...i just found out i do pretty well on tablets. I WANT ONE!!!! T^T *cries* eh maybe when i get a job or somethin. zzz i am a dried appo that smooches the nappos hoho~ idk... >.> i need fruits...i'm using my cousin's computer and it